the first thing i changed from 2006 was i did a huge recap of 2005 and started my year off thinkin of wat has happened and why it happened, i decided that i spend too much time fretting and cursing about the past...my first resolution for this year is to not worry about the past and look towards the present...the present deserves my undivided attention and while i'll learn from my past, it wil be jus a memory in my head and not a pain in my heart..
My second resolution is to not be an idiot...literally...i have always been willing to do even beyond my means for people arnd me jus to see a smile and while i still believe in i am not goin to break my limits for people whu dnt quite simply deserve it, i shld give my frens people whu realli are there for me more attention...i on the first day of knowin u can help u as much as u want jus coz i feel like it,but thats goin to change, i have had enuff of people takin advantage of my kindness....
my third resolution is to make sure i live my dreams and that they dnt stay as dreams...i have so mani unfinished thing that months could have achieved but i let a whole year slip thru, things like my fitness, my bike/car license and the completion of so many mini projects i come up with...the dreams i am focusing on this year is i want at least a four pack ab by the time i turn 21 and i know it can be achieved before that but people close to me wld knw that this time last year i almost broke into my four pack and my fitness was supreme then but i let lazynes creep in and i soon lost it, this year i will acheive it and maintain it, next up i been wantin a bike since i i was 13 but til today despite havin time, money and support all i have achieved is my second practical, and to make sure i can get a key*hint hint*(car key) for my 21st birthday i will definiteli get a bike and car license by dec, i have let complacency and the word tml is a bad word in my dictionary....anithin i wanna do i will do it now and now onli..
my fourth resolution this year is to make sure i act my age, i have turned 21 by year count, while its something i have waited for so long, now that i have reached it i have this fear in me and i am scared to embrace adulthood, i am reachin my ORD from ns and afta my dip my life now is at a crossroad and its time i bucked up n made decisions on wher my life is going to head, i need to act like a adult and try curb the childish shenanigans that i am famous for, my crass secondary school language of vulgarities(i'm proficient in vulgarities of 8 languages), and temper has got to stay deep in me and hopefulli there is no need for it this year....
My last resolution for this year is to love, smile and cheer....love i dnt mean jus chemical, i mean love in all senses, love for my family, love for my frens, love for pets, love for life, love for music, love for anythin..love is painful one look at the scars in my heart and i am a vouch for the pain it can cause, bt it also alone can cure all scars and create smiles from every aspect...i want love to be in abundance in my life and i'll strive towards it......Smile and the world smiles with you, i have known to be very arrogant and fierce at first look, i'll try replace that and be Mr :) k...cheer, whats life wifout others, make another smile and u smile inside, i'll cheer on every1 of u in my lfie and i'll find my own happiness in that....
Heres to a great new year ahead, wishing all a happi new year, advanced shoutout to birtday gals preetu and pooja, may 2007 be a great and happy year to one and all..to all born in 1986 we finalli 21 woohooo R21 movies any1? hahaha bring on adulthood baybe...
God Bless,
MeL
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